ISVD 10
chapter 10
I decided to save the wish I had hard-won from Lloyd for later. For now, I needed to focus on creating a good impression of Perre Princess before the upcoming hunting festival.
Even though Lloyd was currently meeting Caroline because of her Light Attribute, it was only a matter of time before he fell for her charm. So I had to push forward while there was still room for my sisterâs place in his heart.
As a first step, we planned to attend the handkerchief-making gathering for the festival.
It was customary for young ladies to embroider handkerchiefs and present them to the young men they admired during the hunting festival. This was the perfect event to confess oneâs feelings.
Of course, I attended the gathering with Perre Princess and decided to personally draw the embroidery design for her.
I was terrible at sewing, but fairly good at drawing, so I was confident I could design a pattern that harmoniously combined the wind bird representing the Crown Prince and the sun symbolizing the royal family.
Still, sewing the design proved extremely difficult.
My fingers got pricked so many times that they became sore and ragged.
âEllie, your hands are all scratched! This is my job, not yours!â
Perre Princess scolded me when she saw my fingers in such a state and insisted I stop.
I ended up using erasable chalk to draw the base pattern on the handkerchief and handed it to Perre Princess.
âWould this be okay? Itâs too difficult to actually stitch the design with thread.â
âThis is enough. But⊠you really draw well, donât you?â
Her praise drew a crowd of young ladies around us, all curious about the pattern in Perre Princessâ hands.
This actually worked in my favor. The design was clearly intended for the Crown Prince, so other young ladies wouldnât dare try to give their handkerchiefs to him instead of Perre Princess. Some might, of course, but none would openly create a handkerchief specifically for him.
Or so I thoughtâŠ
âEllie, who are you planning to give your handkerchief to?â
There she wasâCaroline, holding her handkerchief, which bore a large wind bird embroidered in silver thread, clearly representing Lloyd.
âWell, and you⊠to His Highness?â I asked, lowering my voice so Perre Princess wouldnât hear, since she was surrounded by other young ladies.
But Caroline, oblivious, smiled at me and said loudly:
âYes. Thereâs so much to thank His Highness for, so I want to express my gratitude.â
âDo you really need a handkerchief for that?â
She knew perfectly well what giving a handkerchief meant. She wanted to give it to Lloyd, deliberately showing her intentions.
Of course, in the original story, Caroline gave a handkerchief to Lloyd, so this wasnât entirely unexpected. I just happened to be on Perre Princessâ side, cheering for her, so seeing Caroline as an unexpected obstacle was a bit annoying.
Caroline looked slightly upset and said:
âEllie, youâre not like the person I used to know. Are you mad at me or something?â
Her expression and tone were perfectly heroine-like, heart-tugging, but strangely, I felt uncomfortable.
I instinctively stepped back slightly and asked:
âHmm? Did I do something to make you angry?â
Caroline furrowed her brow, insisting she hadnât, so I squinted my eyes and smiled at her.
Goodness, either itâs yes or noâno need to make that face.
I asked again:
âThen why are you assuming Iâm angry?â
âBecause⊠because youâre close with the Princess, and I thought you might not like me giving a handkerchief to His Highness, whom the Princess likes.â
So she fully understood that her actions could upset Perre Princessâbut she chose to proceed anyway. Either she thought she could get away with annoying my sister, or she wanted to provoke her.
This was⊠interesting.
I already knew the original heroine wasnât as kind-hearted as she seemed, but apparently, she could be just as cunning as my sister in her own way.
Perre Princess, at least, didnât put on any pretense; she openly showed her personality, which made her rather endearing. Caroline, however⊠seemed secretive, calculating.
I studied her for a moment, then let out a short sigh and said:
âAlright. Let me get this straightâyou know the Princess likes His Highness, and youâre still giving him a handkerchief?â
âThe Princessâ feelings are hers, but His Highnessâ feelings might not be the same.â
âHow do you know? Did he ask for it?â
ââŠâŠ.â
Caroline fell silent, seemingly without a response, then looked at me and said:
âYouâve changed, havenât you?â
âMe? Changed how, and why? Because I donât automatically defend you like before?â
ââŠâŠ.â
âListen carefully, Caroline. Being kind to everyone to win hearts may be a good way for a young lady like you to navigate society. I respect that. But using those hearts as you please is wrong.â
Carolineâs expression stiffened at my words.
She probably didnât think she was doing anything wrongâor perhaps didnât even realize her actions were manipulative.
Having grown up with the heroineâs privileges, she likely had countless people on her side without effort. So when I suddenly changed my behavior, she couldnât help but be startled.
Moreover, I was someone she had personally protected and supportedâthe one who had lifted me from being judged for my commoner origins. So I had no right to scold her entirely.
Still, she must have been frustrated and upset that I suddenly sided with the Princess against her.
âIâm not like that.â
Caroline said this with an expression I had never seen before, somewhere between anger and suppressed frustration.
Clearly, she was upset that someone she considered close had suddenly turned away from her.
âIâve never tried to manipulate anyoneâs heart, andâŠâ
âYouâre crying?â
âOh my, Caroline! Are you crying?!â
As soon as I asked, a freckled young lady nearby called out, as if she had been watching us.
The other young ladies also turned to look at us.
Caroline was just holding back tears, but she hurriedly wiped her eyes with her hand, smearing water on her eyelids, shaking her head.
See, this is exactly the kind of situation I didnât intend to create: making Caroline look like sheâs crying because of me.
She probably just wanted to hide her wet eyes so I wouldnât notice, but everyone assumed I made her cry.
âEllinea, what do you think youâre doing?â
Some young ladies immediately confronted me, not fully grasping the situation.
âAbigail, itâs nothing.â
âDonât defend her! Ellinea made Caroline cry!â
âYouâve been cared for by Caroline all this time and yetâŠâ
âEllinea, even if youâre a commoner, you shouldnât treat Caroline like this after all sheâs done for you.â
And with that, they all started criticizing me.
âI never did anything to make Caroline cry. And she hasnât cried at all!â
âLies! Look at her eyelashesâtheyâre wet!â
âThatâs because she was upset by my change in attitude, not because I did anything wrong!â
âSheâs upset, so tears are forming, isnât that right?â
âBy the way, I am curious tooâwhy has your attitude changed?â
The young ladies surged again, so I let out a long sigh and said:
âDo you only interact with one friend?â
My words immediately silenced the noisy crowd around us.






